I feel like my family is trying to hide something from me. I have nightmares. I’m stressed out from school, being almost done and having to submit resumes. I’m having trouble being completely alone at my apartment 85% of the time. I go out too much to avoid it. My best friends are all completely attached and I’m completely detached from everyone and everything. I’m isolating myself from the possibility of any type of romantic relationship because I feel like I don’t deserve one. 

I’m unbelievably worried about the health of my mother.

I feel sick.